~~WaT Am I ThInKin~~

Ysterdy meet u n v go out...everythg seems so perfect if i din mention bout de issue we r facing...
Bt~~can i juz keep on stand go down...??without hurting myself??
I duno la...whn i back home...hope tat everythg wont end so fast..time dun pass so fast..cos i jus wan to be by ur side..
dear cal me ystrdy whn i din reply u...so long...after wat had happen..my hp gt ur record d...happy...

Bt today...no cal or msgs from u again..cal u juz nw..bt u say u busy..ltr cal me...
again~~i waited..no cals or msgs from u~~
haih~~
5sumthg..i cal again..tis time u answer..i noe u r playin dota..den i say dear~ltr 7sumthg u cum pick me k..u say c 1st..nw dakei..
Y muz say c 1st if u realy 1meet me..if last time..u sure say ok de..without hesitate..
Is nt tat i dun let u ply..jus tat u oso ply whole dy d ma..n oni sat sun i off work early..am i wrong?

De issue...i realy canot tok wit u ma??
if tok wit u,u will be vry frust on me d izit??
bt..if i din tok..i suffer here...:(

God~~dunola...wat shud i do?? wat can i do??

~~Maria~~(*.*)