Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Feels Like a FAILURE

Its 2012 Feb goin to end it mth soon,
March is marching in sooner thn my breath wei...
Yet I feel like I done nothg that I can say "I'm PROUD of myself done that"

Feels like a total FAILURE in life...
A FAILURE in job, quota nt accomplish yet, left bout 2more mths to hit the HAWAII quota...
All quotation seems neverending result!!Damn!!

A FAILURE in love relationship, hide myself at home during Valentine Day, & my mum keep askin me "Why no1 DATE U out??" I was lik..."duh~~no1 means no1 lo...let it be natural"

A FAILURE in my EQ control...feeling all thos shitty feeling al the time...

A TOTAL FAILURE in my family support, cant even provide a gd life to my family as the eldest!! Screw myself seriously....

FAILURE in my decision making & bravery to step up!!

All etc etc FAILURESSS that will continue non stop...

How to overcome all this FAILURE & become a new person??BRAND NEW!!
Totally New New...New York NEW~New Year that NEW!!
Where is my RESOLUTION la??? SERIOUSLY I DONE NOTHG TO ACHIEVE IT...
Help me~~realy FML!!

NOTHG come smoothly....bless me pls!!