Friday, January 22, 2010

End Of 2nd yr 2nd sem of my Coll Life~~@@

22/01/2010
Today..last day of my finals...Integrated Marketing Comm...It was a tough paper which i almost tot i could crap...bt seems lik nothg came out although in the morning i drank a bottle of BRANDS chic essence~~XD

Wake up at around 4.30am forcing my eyes to open & study for de last time, took bath around 6am & get ready to catch the bus~~
When i step out of the hs...trying to convince myself izit today FRI???Exam day??almost feel lik it isnt & I Took out my HP to check on de day~~Stated FRI 22/01/10...tellin myself yes...its fri~~correct...ahaha~~

I gt 3days time to study for it...bt din treasure & only start study 2days ago...infront of comp chasing de korean drama Boys over Flowers which is jus de same version of Taiwan Meteors Garden~~Damn...I kept tellin myself to study~~bt de attention is jus on de drama and Bejewel...i became addicted....
Outside de class room we were about to goin~~FUCK!!!!saw a teacher who i hate her vry much & de same time she nvr like me b4~doesnt matter~~its gonna b de last time i c her~~BLek~~=P

Inside de hall....i Look at de question lik thousand of question mark on my head figuring out hw to do..i was so tired i could jus fall asleep on de paper...Bt determination told me i cant~~I wan go UK le....mus atleast pass~~ I nvr left blank on de paper bcos i believe tat jus by simply tembak...at least u gt de chance to have some marks if correct...hehe~~^^

Times nt enuf to do all de ques a~~i spent 1hour+ jus on de 1st ques~~god~~den fast fast do all de left ques...hmm...jus hope i could pass la...den i'll b vry thankful jor~~=)
Clock strikes 12.15pm...it was HOLIDAY lu~~woohoo~~bt~~sad tat im leavin coll n cant have bak thos coll life jor~~ I realy loves it~~hanging out around wit YS,bobo them...evryday jus laughter wit frens...assignments..i gonna miss u~~n my teamate who loves last min work~~bt stil v manage to come out de result~~^^

After tat v went to Pizza Hut~~WTF!!PH again??i jus had it ystrdy wit dear~~haha~~cant thk of it...i would have vomit...eating so much of it... Reach ther i cal dear~~he say he's at Ampang n could come over to fetch me~~Wow...good....tot of eating Happy Season geh~~mana tau~~Uturn again go PH bside eat KFC~~zzz~~ahaha~~XD Bt still feel bad leaving my beloved frens behind n din pei thm for de last day~~hmm~~>.< After eating KFC, dear say he wan go Serdang franchisee ther do somethg so drop me at South City Plaza to shop shop sin~~go in...mana tau goin~~De CNY song wah!!lik realy thos cny mood....pi ling pa lang~~so loud~~fuck u no free style~~ahaha~~XD Many shops is close...doesnt c any PArkson sign..so jus take a stroll on de ground floor..n bought somethg tat is buy 1 free 1 item~~hehe~~den dear cal come say 1 pick me jor..so fast..say will go distribute flyers...

Den v go into housing area...park the car 1 side & starts distributin the flyer by walkin....Damn!! de Sun is hot lik in an oven a~~Feel lik i almost Hangus jor le~~bt its fun distributing it wit Dear~~hehe~~both of us dist till i finish sin...den v went off..n he consider off work la...ahaha~~n v go fo CEndol~~ After that...whole body is so exhausted...mentally tired....gosh~~hot lagi~~den v went bak...bath...den lagi go out...go eat Sushi~~wah~~no rest a...till nw~~>.<

I thk i goin to sleep soon after tis...I can do anythg i wan d nw...bt stil misses coll life~~
Wanna start to find job d lo~~The loan to UK oso i duno hw~~ther is so many rules n regulations to be follow n fulfilled n i cant even find de suitable candidate to b my guarantor...haih~~ really duno hw...bt really wish i could go~~>.<

Hmm~~Tired a~~wanna sleep soon~~a new day new start...tomoro can go shopping lo..with dear...hehe~~XD



Monday, January 18, 2010

ScaRE~~>.<

14/01/2010

We been together also 5mths d...although thos period of time u do give me c de face...bt stil tat nite is de most scariest one...

I'm scare of the feeling....cos its coming back~~
When always face ur angry face I become small and dont know what have i done to make you angry again~~I really scare...

That nite after you off work i straight see your tat face again....I tot it will be fine soon...bt u say u wanna fetch me back...the feels is like u dont want to see me tats y u fetch me back...

In the car we doesnt speak a word and my tears jus keep fall from ur house to my house...
Stil you doesnt give me "An Wei". I really so sad bout it...y u are lik stone heart tat time...>.<

When almost reach my house only i DARE to speak to u~~i bring up all my courage...den i ask~~
"Wat have i done wrong??to make u so angry me??"
Bt u jus replied "Nothg, my mood is nt good dun wanna tok bout it"
Wat i ask u jus replied me dun wanna tok bout it...wait i exam finish only say~~

It really makes me think back my past...when you dont wanna say a word..which is very scary~~and then end up~~jus lidat...
Haih~~i really duno wat to do tat time jus askin u...den i remembered that i forgot to take my exam slip cos de day after tat is my exam...
Den u have to turn back to ur home...n say i duno u tomoro exam...
den oni i ask u...izit u dun1 c me oni fetch me bak...u din answer me...

On tat moment...i realy feel lik so Hurt...so...Speechless...i oso duno hw to describe it~~
I told u~i realy dun lik tis kind of situation...I dun1 to c whn i go bak i c my parents quarrel den both of us also quarrel...Still tears falling down from my hs to ur hs....

When reach your home I feel so awkward..bt lastly u smile to me...n ask me dun cry anymore...I feel so relieve...bt stil tears would fall~~
U nvr told me y u angry...n I stil wondering about it....

I realy hope i can und u more....n tis few days...i do learned new thgs bout u~~