New Life🙏

Starting all anew is not easy for everyone...
I love new places new ppl but due to the situation I'm saying rite now...I have to endure it although I seriously hate it!!

Been in sg for almost 3weeks now,
Culture, places,ppl, food...I still adapting to it...
I miss my family,my place n frens back there as well...
But for a better life ahead I gotta take this step to see wher it goes in my life...which another stage of life...

Meeting new ppl everyday...

Been surviving till this far with my left over money after paying everythg $267.
Appreciate those frens who helped me when I'm in my bad times in terms of financial & their caring.

I got my paycheck today!! But I get shock of my life when thy only pay for the half mth I worked last mth instead of the whole mth..
Fuck!! I guess I have to struggle again this mth..loan, family all haven pay... Seriously a shitty mth!!

This company really eat shit one...sigh...

Hold on!! U can do it!!! 💪👏👌

F.A.I.T.H

I'm not sure anymore with this long waiting, vain promises, non visualize kind of love...

Waiting was so long as if it goes by day by day,mth by mth...
Promises u once made had become so weak,
Person u once use to be...I doesn't know u anymore...

U said love was not based on negative thkin & have faith on each other,
U said I always just thought of my own feelings, nvr thought of urs...
But am I de only one here in this relationship??
If I do have negative thkin, don't u feel u have to be responsible for part of it??

I'm afraid that I'll get hurt of the same thg again...
Yes, u promise but promises ain't nothg if no action.
I'm holding on to nothg...Please und...

Every now & thn I hv this feeling...this thoughts.
That u led me on,den leave me halfway,
& now I Duno whether to continue walking or stand there to wait for u...
I Duno where to look for u anymore...😢
Ppl passby & told me "Are u sure he's comin back?? Cos it's real far from here"

Faith?? I lost it somewhere...