F.A.I.T.H

I'm not sure anymore with this long waiting, vain promises, non visualize kind of love...

Waiting was so long as if it goes by day by day,mth by mth...
Promises u once made had become so weak,
Person u once use to be...I doesn't know u anymore...

U said love was not based on negative thkin & have faith on each other,
U said I always just thought of my own feelings, nvr thought of urs...
But am I de only one here in this relationship??
If I do have negative thkin, don't u feel u have to be responsible for part of it??

I'm afraid that I'll get hurt of the same thg again...
Yes, u promise but promises ain't nothg if no action.
I'm holding on to nothg...Please und...

Every now & thn I hv this feeling...this thoughts.
That u led me on,den leave me halfway,
& now I Duno whether to continue walking or stand there to wait for u...
I Duno where to look for u anymore...😢
Ppl passby & told me "Are u sure he's comin back?? Cos it's real far from here"

Faith?? I lost it somewhere...