Car Accident

Today is realy a very very suai day for me...

I dont know is it I too believe those karma or wat...

Maybe yesterdy is Guan Yin Ma bday & I didnt go to pray or wat...cos I'm de "anak angkat" we say...according to Chinese believe...

Jus one second close my eyes cos I'm so damn sleepy...& there it goes...BANG!!! my car into de lorry back...WTF!!!! is my 1st word...Damn...

Lucky the lorry jus de steel break abit..& lucky the uncle is so kind he asked me to repair my own car & he repair his own...OOoo...Thank GOD!!!!

Once I bang in tat moment, al I thk of is only my mum...nt my $$...cos its her car...moreover I feel so guilty that I didnt realy take good care of her car...

If it's my car...I would have gone mad as well...

That's y I didnt blame her...

The bill was gonna be a burden again...no more savings...haih...

All I can say is sorry mum!!!I realy guilty....=(

My other 2 frens oso met in a accident today...almost similar as mine...

It's realy nt a gd day to drive....

Finally

I make up my mind to tell him everythg I wanted...

& I got my answer...

It was kinda heartache at first when I open his profile & saw that I cant see his wall post anymore...

I knew this is de end...

I nvr regret that I've told him hw I feel...

Because with this action...I gt de answer...& leave me with no more guessing game again...

I'm glad...bt no denial tat I'm kinda sad as well...to lose this person who I once like...

& I realy feel like telling you..

"Thanks for all de wonderful memories, & I'm glad to have known u as a fren"

We will once again be 2 stranger who met but separate at last... =(

Met Him Unexpectedly

Never in my mind, I tot will saw u at thos places...never even cross my mind...

What if u met de person u lik unexpectedly with his EX??

What u'll feel....???

Actually de feelin is familiar...bt yet...still hurts when I encounter it jus now...

He try to explain....bt wat more to explain??

I saw it all...

I jus wanted to HUG u & say I MISS u,

Bt she's ther...therefore i RESPECT her...

Nvrmind...mayb it's fated to be like tis...

Mayb it's fated for me to saw u & wake up..."dun dream again idiot!!!"

Everythg's fated....=/