~~Zouk 4Play~~

Yu Hoo~~~Ystrday went to Zouk Kl Club....
Its de 2nd time went ther la...bt realy different from de 1st time i go...
Weena becum de Zouk ambassador o...so can gt to b in guestlist lo...
Den tis yr age 21 jiu can goin....

It was fun....many frens oso go ther...
Howard, Jason n Hui ru...klg fren oso came...^^

Howard, JAson ,Hui Ru n Me^^

Den stil gt Rain fren around 20 ppl lidat....
Our class oso nt bad la...around 15 ppl lidat oso..hehe...^^

V at Barsonic upstairs...keep take pic....shoot here n ther....^^

v reach tat time de osng stil nt so nice...
bt a...middle tat time...abit high d...den DJ Goldfish....Yoke san Fav DJ went up...
Woo~~stage jiu HOT jor....Everbody started to dance d...
Everybody JUST DANCE~~~~~


All de Pretty Gals....Bt miss out Yoke San...sad..cos she bcum photographer...

Cheng follow us...miracle...^^

Conclusion...Fun...bt tired...my leg damn pain...dance too much jor...ahaha...
Cumback...terus bath..den sleep d....
nt enuf sleep...>.<

~~RaiNy Day^^~~

Today is rainin day o...
Feel good a...coz nt a hot weather anymore...
Today after 4pm went to PJ ther jus beside Jaya 33 nia wo...for casting a secretary de pose....
Act wo...ahaha...1st time...
De casting manager giv me alot of advice a...
Bt stil..i LACK of de feelin of Wei Nan zuo ren...
Bt stil i DONE my best d la...
All de best lo...

Den take lrt back tat time...sumur rain....Saw de keropok lekor...Emm...long time no eat d...den buy Rm 1 5 piece go back eat....^^
Reach home around 7sumthg....tiredz....

Den tot yoke mei wanna go out wit us NS fren de ma...ystrdy plan de...
Bt mana tau she say she sick...
So nw waiting for Chew cum fetch me lo....
Hmm...

Jus nw cal a fren...wanna giv him present de....
Den he ask me go down eat...i sumur thk thk wan ma...coz dun feel wan eat ma...
Den jiu ask him miscal lo if go down...den i go bath....
Den ltr he msg me say tonite yc...feel lik dun lik me go eat la...
Hmm....duno le....feel lik he feel lik i'm annoying to him....
Or mayb his fren dun1 him to ask me....
Haih~~~den ok la...lagipun i oso dun1 eat ma...
Nvrmind lo...yc ma yc lo...c hw ltr la...if din cal jiu suan le...>.<

Haih~~~Tiredz.......
Wanna sleep....suddenly dun feel lik goin out d...
Haih~~Wanna tok to sum1...bt he sumur so busy...haih~~Sad nia....>.<

Assignment a~~~~~ARGH!!!!!!!
Beh tahan d.....whn wanna start o me???
Y i so lazy de????God!!!!bless me man....

Lately jus keep listen to tis 2song nia.....
Jolin-Tuo Shie
Power Station-Bu hui Ku De Ren
Quite nice de song....^^

Another song....Hui Yi Bu Shi Wo de....oso nt bad...^^

~MaRiA~

~~JoUrNeY~~

Today 8am de class bt wake up late at 7.30 lidat...god...
den fast fast wake up bath ready den take cab to coll wit weena....
den reach coll jiu 8.30 + o...so sia sui goin de lecture late....ahaha....
lucky de lecturer forgiv me....^^

Den finish lect at 10am..den discussion awhile den i go do my ptptn thg....
Shit la de ptptn de workers...damn action de....
So HATE them...thk thy so big lidat....hmm...
Wan me go wher find my offer letter o??
Oso duno throw wher d la...duh~~~
Bt canot...mus fast fast find...nid submit...haih~~~
Nid money le....!!!>.<

Den after tat go Klcc wit mindy n yoke san about 12 sumthg lidat....den walk to pavillion meet Weena...ahaha...long journey....
Den go Dragon-I eat...so funny ther...wohoo....

Den shop shop shop...bt i jus window shopping...
Coz wan pei thm buy shirt ma...^^
Den shop till~~~~~7sumthg sit bus wit carmun back condo...so tired... walk back...haih~~~

Den a..at Pavillion meet my NS fren wo...den date nite time yc again....
Den he finish movie around 9sumthg cum to condo reach around 9.30 lidat....
bt wait me n another fren bath till 10++lidat....
Oops....sory Chew....hehe...let u wait til so long...^^

Den yc till 1.30am lidat....cumback...den bath..
write blog...sien de life...
Assignment pilling up...
Bt i haven done anythg yet le....
Shit!!!!

Tomoro wanna go til PJ ther audition de ca le fe....duno can ma...ahaha...1st time act...^^
All de best to me o...^^

Stupid fren...wan giv him bday present oso so hard...duh~~~
Sad nia...if dun1 jiu nonit giv jor....ahaha...
I thk he dun need it oso d....>.<

Its late d....have to sleep early...tomoro 10am class...haih~~
I wan b free....of assignment...n jus play....
Mayb my holiday mood haven end....so stil wan enjoy kao kao....>.<

Focus in my STUDIES nw PLS....>.<
Gambateh ne....!!!

~MaRiA~

✿【ReLiEvE】✿

First time i feel so relieve after all my sufferring for few mths back.....
Mayb if i took tis decision earlier....i wont suffer til so long ba....

Oso blame my own stupidness...i dun want to trust other ppl say....
And decided to trust u....coz i realy believe in u....

Few frens started to give me hints bout u whn i tel thm my prob.....
Bt i stil stupid stupid de ignore n trust u....
End up....tis is wat i gt...

Truth started to reveal to me lately....one by one....
First time i noe...its really heartache.....
Bt soon...i started to feel....use to it....
Maybe u is lidat de ppl....cant change d....
I c wrong u....i take it as my lesson lo...my experience....

I wont tel ppl hw i treat u hw gd,or hw bad....
U noe it urself den its enuf ba.....
I wan u to jus remember tat u have a good memories wit me before....
Hope u never regret u chose to be wit me at 1st....
I oso wanna thank you for al the sweet memories u gave....
I will still keep it...n let time...slowly fade it ba....
THANKS.....

Decision is i take de.....or mayb u oso wanna say it very long d....
Nevermind....nw u can have ur freedom d....
Go have fun ba....FLirt...Sms...Club....
All u can do it d....Enjoy....^^

RELIEVE!!!!I'm on my own....
Thanks to all my frens who be wit me whn i'm sad....
U all are my sunshine whn i rain....
Ahaha.....^^

Coll start 3weeks d....assignment is cumin one by one....
Stress cumin in d oso....walau....
HELP me a~~~~~~
Bt i thk can make it de....
GAMBATEH ne.....^^

✿MaRiA✿

Damn!!!!

Everytime u go club...din tell me...i cal u no matter hw many time..sure u dun1 answer de....
pls la...use other method la k...if nt scare let me noe u go club can jus let me noe...nonit dun1 answer my call....
U noe wat is PISS OFF ma??


Haih....one time one time lidat giv u chance...bt u duno hw to appreaciate...u wan me how o??
Ystrdy i ask u gt go ma...wat u say??
No mood...dun1 go...
Den ask can today cum fetch me ma....u say FRi...ok...wats de reason??
U say no reason...ltr u gt train ball al thos...ok...fine..den train til wher nw..??
Fuck la...stop bluffing me can ma??
Im tired le...stil wan torture me till whn o??


Today 12 June d..1more day jiu 11mth d,
1more mth jiu 1yr d...bt...I thk v dun have de chance to celebrate it d..
Haih~~my heart seems like...hard to say...
I cant say tat i totally dun love u d...stil gt de abit if i force myself to...
Bt i really cant take it liao...one time one time u lidat bluff me...
One time one time...i saw evidence u flirt wit other gals...
One time one time i Forgiv u...bt u stil wanna repeat de mistake...
Haih~~i really nothg to say...


My fren told me...whn v lenjing tat time..u everyday fetch a gal go coll de...gt ma??
Gt fren told me say...u went to club wit gals...den hugs n kisses...gt ma??
She oso told me tat she saw wit her own eyes u dun1 answer my call although i really call lik mad gal to find u...gt ma??
U told ur fren dun tel me wher are u tat time...coz u act at a gal hs...gt ma??
I nt wit u tat time u go find other gals...call,msg thm...gt ma??
U flirt wit other gals in msn....gt ma??
Haih~~i stil willin to forgiv u although wat had happen above really hurts me alot...
U gt appreaciate ma??


I dunola...bt i realy chose to trust other ppl more thn u d lo...coz of wat u done...
Pls dun blame me...I noe u stil lik to play...
I nvr control u ma...am i realy such a bad gf for u...til u wan treat me lidat??
U can love me deeply last time...bt nw u treat me as shit nia...
Haih~~

CONFIRM!!!
Fren told me u go MOS club...ok la....as u lik lo....
Scold me whn i go...say i din tel u...ur self le hw???
Y muz keep lidat kek me o??
Speechless...sad...kek sam nia...


Ok la...really make up my mind d....
I'll let u go n have ur own life...wit ur frens...wit any 1 u lik....u dun hav to include me in ur life anymore...nonit la..


I appreaciate everythg u done for me...realy...
I appreaciate the love and affection u gave me....
U r my 1st love...no 1 can replace wat u done for me....
I never regret once i fall in love wit u...n realy hav a great memories wit u...


Bt...if thgs cant b fix d...ther's no point i keep on wan u stay on my side...
Coz u will keep find a way to bluff me...
Which i dun lik....haih~~


I hope u can treat ur nxt gf beta...pls dun treat thm lik u treat me....
It really hurts...
Its a hard decision to make...n i noe i will sad...bt...its for both of us good..
Take care....I love you....='(
But now i will love u as my fren...


All de best to you in ur life n everything k....Pls dun always jus dota ball la...Find a mission in ur life den do it k..
Muz proof let ur family c..u is can de...^^


~MaRiA>.<~