Grandma....was always just lying down on her bed since stroke last yr...She cant tok well, nor remember us clearly sometimes...
Stil remember last time whn she was stil healthy, she would have tok to me....bt im jus too busy wit my own thgs...not at home all de time....
Whn she ill, oso i seldom goin n c her o tok to her...
Today....early in de morning around 7.40 am when my alarms ring...i heard de maid shout to my parents say "ah ma sudah tidak bernafas"
Shock....i cal my sis n we went to her room immediately...
Bt...she already stop breathing...
Tat time... suddenly...I thought of alot of thgs I wanna tell her...bt...nw..I gt no chance anymore...
Den...REGRET tis word came about in de mind...
Shud have care bout her more,
Shud spend some time to listen to wat she wanna say,
Shud have visit her more even she's in de bed...
Shud hav tis...Shud hav tat...
Bt...so many shud hav...oso no more chance d...
Wat we wanna tel her...jus tell her thru de incense stick...wat de hell....
She pass away peacefully...Guess she already have her wish or unfinish business fulfill in this living world...& ready to cross over to another world...
Cousins and aunts start comin...whn starts to wear for her al de jewellery...people starts to cry...
Cant stand...oso cry out...
Ceremony was held....whole day was jus praying....and only can say...hope...
Ah ma....U'll have a better life in the other world....bless ya..n happy always...
I'm sorry to ignore u whn u're ther,
Sory that I nvr had de time for u,
Sory that I nvr visit u often whn u sick....
Sory for evrythg.....Bless you ah ma....
So peeps out ther, if u have any words or thgs u wanna say to them or do it with them, do it now!!!before u REGRET!!!
Dun wait till u nid to talk to thm thru incense stick....tat would be no meanin after all...=(
Quote of the day:-
People say you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you’d lose it.
