~YoU'rè My EVERYTHING~(*-*)

I thought i can forget for wat u done 2hurt me..cos i love u..
I thought tat i can realy forgive u bcos i care for u..
I thought of never wantin 2let u go,cos i jus wanna b wit u..
I thought n give u de space n time u needed..
I thought tat after all i thought to give u,
We can start it all over again live happily ever after...

But now seems lik i'm wrong..
Now oni i noe tat everything is jus my empty hope..
Jus my own perception..
Jus~Only me who want to cont tis relationship~~
Jus oni me tat appreciate you..
Jus me ownself thk tat v'll b beta after al de barrier v past..
Am i right?
I dun have al de answer to de question i ask..
Cos u never want to tel me when i ask..

You confuse me wit your acts,
You make me feel lik i'm alone although i have you..
You make me feel lik i'm jus a Burden for u..
Our title is lik a couple..but our relationship is jus lik a fren..
I tot i can cope wit it..cos i thk tis relationship stil can b save,
bt act i cant..
It brokes my heart into pieces when i saw our pic,
Saw our notes,
Saw our meeting place,
Saw our msgs,
Heard our songs..
Thk of wat u said 2me b4,
Thk of de promises u make 2me,
All of thos small little thgs tat remind me of us~~

U told me u 1freedom,bt i nvr restrict u 2hav it..
I nvr ask u 2b wit me 24/7,
Instead its hard 4us 2meet also although v jus stay near each other..
U 1na b "Alone" is wat u tel me whn u wan to leave me..
Its heartache whn i heard u tel me tat...

I wanted to b ur shelter when u feel unsafe out ther,
I wanted to borrow u my shoulder when u nid it,
I wanted to giv u a big warm hug when u realy stress,
I wanted to jus b ur listener when u nid sum1 to tok to..
All i ever wanted is to giv u EVERYTHING i can do for u when i'm not by ur side..
But u dun even 1na giv me a chance to do it..

I jus ask for a simple request..
Jus wan u to care for me a little bit more..
Jus ask u to love me a little bit more..
Jus include me in ur life..
For de reason I realy do love u,n u stil care for me...
I dun1 jus bcos of sum stupid reason,v let go tis relationship
Tat used 2b treasured by both of us...
Tat used to b keepin alot of sweet memories inside...
Tat used to b jus for us...
Jus for de reason tat your love is my everything...

I love you my dear~~
Never once u're out of my heart although v were apart...

Love,
Maria..(~_~,)